#3

everytime i update this blog, thats mean something happens. so this is the story for tonight. my heart was sliced again.

yesterday, she seems like okay with me, and yesterday also she apologize to me for her wrong doings. okay, like usual, i forgive her, so thing seems like to be normal, but deep in my heart, i know shes still hurt. so do i, and i hurt more than you. so this night, just about 10 minutes ago, i told her, that even what she looks like, young or old, pretty or not, that all doexnt matter because my love to her will never end or get old.

yeah, i tried to comfort her, but what i get back, just simple text message that is, lie lie lie. oh LIE. so im lying to you all this time? oh my, i cant explain how hurt am i now. you think my love to you is a lie? if that, why the hell i do anything for you? you think im so easily say i love you to girls? you're the one, the girl that i say i love you to. you should be grateful instead of not trusting me and tell all the thing i said to you was a lie. im hurt. very very very hurt.

my dear, dont do that again please, seriously, it hurt me so fucking bad.