#6

everythings okay but now, fucked up. i just dont know why she say all that thing to me. i just, just, fuck.


while texting her, i say i want overnight, then she said dont text her for the whole day. okay thats not the problem, i replied to her, at midnight i'll text her because im away since in the morning. so i said that friends are important, but she is more important than everything. then, i only get shitty explaination.

why? she said that she might leave me. im tired of this, and im curious, are you really2 love me? im sad. very very sad. if she love me, she'll never said such thing, and this is not her first time, i'd told her before dont say such thing, but now, its like her favourite words.

what you say just like you pray for it. and dont compare to my ex. its different. very very different. i've put my trust on you but this is how you show it to me? im disappointed. seriously. why? why? i dont understand it. fuck !

why cant you understand me? im trying to comfort you but what you give back to me? just dont mess with my heart, enough those damage you give to my heart. im broken, half dead now, not satisfy yet?  yeah, keep punishing me without any reason, fuck. thanks for make this night a fucked up night.