#4

well guess what? only a few second i finishied my third entry, and i wanna update again, yes, double slice to my heart this night. yeah thanks

so what did she do now?after she told me that things that i said was a lie, i told her back please dont, im hurt. she apologize, and i just want her comfort me BUT, now she tell me that dont love her too much. oh there is love a little bit? love half? bullshit, what are you talking about huh? love isnt a game where you can love a little or half. my heart bleeds more. please understand me, i have feelings, please care my feelings, you're my girlfriend, you suppose to care not slicing them.

yeah, im crying like hell, shes having fun with football. i wonder that she take me for granted? told me that all the word i said was a lie, then told me dont love her too much, fine, enough breaking heart for tonight. yeah, im typing this entry with my tears, if she know, how i love her so much, trust me, i love you with all my heart, dont tell me how to love you, its my heart, not yours.

im completely hurt, i wanna cry all night long. she'll never know im crying for her.