#5

tonight was fuck. yes, hatrick for tonight, completely bleeding. i just dont know how to say my feelings rite now.

after she told what i said to her was a lie and she asked me to not love her so much, im completely hurt. i didnt text her because i know her football game more important than me. i just know it. keep updating all the goal without any feeling of guilt what she had done to me.

patiently i wait until the match ended. and just like what i guess, my phone just silent, no rings.and then i text her, "you should try eventhough you dont know how to comfort me" and she replied with full of anger. what the fuck ! yeah, you're the one making mistakes, and i just trying to help you, and now you scold me?

i just cant stand it, my heart bleed so much. she didnt know how to take care of my heart. she make mistakes, but only know apologize, comfort my feelings. and now, we are arguing, she just too ego, seriously, i cant stand her anymore. she only think her ego, only think herself. i know shes not suitable for me but my heart just wont let her go. until when i have to be patience?  when?

despite all thing that you done to me, i still love you, but you seem like dont love me. hey, if you dont love me just walk away from my life ! dont torture me, i do have feelings like you,

okay if i do mistake to her, and said im sorry, she'll say "its easy to say sorry" and now, you say sorry too rite? i hate your ego. its juat misunderstanding, little misunderstanding and you like make thing bigger rite?! im angry, but im not like you, show your fury, you think youre good showing your anger to me?

im tired being good boy to her, she didnt appreciate me. im so broken, sad, seriously. hey you, please, i just want to correct you, you said to me rite if you make mistake just tell you, but now, your ego sucks. please dont wear your ego, im really2 hurt because of that ;(


i hate your ego. seriously.