#2

second post. yeah, im posting things that make me bleed. yeah, im a boy, man also can, but my heart just not like common boys. i have a fragile heart. very very fragile.


what make me posting today? yesterday before going to sleep, i hope the next day i wake up will be a brilliant day. but, this what i get. i think this will be a short post okay. first thing i do when i wake up is check my phone. theres a massege from here wishing me morning. so i replied to her, some beautiful words, but what she replied me back makes me down.

i send something like this to her "hey morning, its a good day starter to hear your voice my dear :3"   she replied  "hey you're drowsy right? nonsense" wow NONSENSE. i dont know how to describe my feeling. that bragging thing still in pain and she just simply add my wound. hey thanks. for the wounds here.

guys, just imagine you're in my place, how would you feel? yeah after that i just reply her simple text like, oh yaa, okayy, and i know shes still love me. when i do like that, she start to show her care. hey darling, please, dont wear your ego too high, its hurting me my dear :'( you can have your ego, but, im your boyfriend, why i have to face all this breaking heart stuff because of your ego?  i dont get it. i really2 dont get it. *sigh



okay, wanna perform Jumaat prayers.